All things are possible in Me... June 7, 2025
In front of the Blessed Sacrament...
Who are you Lord? Who am I, Lord? I know that I am nothing, but You are my all. I desire to be one with You but I am fractured. I am not holy... I am dust. But Your dust. I belong to You. So this dust, this me, is Yours. Dust is so much smaller than a mustard seed, so please Lord, would you please give me faith in You the size of a speck of dust? That in itself would be greater than what I could even contain, but with Your help my Jesus, You could make it to fit me, so that I can be more successful in living in You and reflecting You. Perhaps You will allow it to grow into a tiny mustard seed so that I can give it back to You to glorify You with my hands full of conquests of love for You: hearts that would know and love You but who before did not. Only in You, Lord, can it be done... only in You... I am empty Lord... I am dry... please come... I know that I am nothing and that You are my all... I can accomplish nothing on my own that is good without You. I am afraid to ask You, but who do you say that I am?...
(I would like to give the context to my fear of asking that question: About 18 years previous, I had heard that when you ask the Trinity who you are, you will get three different answers, each with a new and different perspective. So at that time, I came in front of the Blessed Sacrament, all the while smiling to myself, thinking about what a great person I was because I prayed the Rosary, went to Mass, tried to be nice, etc, etc. I asked the question: “Jesus, who do you say that I am?” Just as I finished the last word, but before I even could place the question mark in my mind, I heard Jesus speak to my heart and my ears: slowly, solemnly, in a voice that was so, so loving, but also, so full of pity. He said: “You are a poor, poor, miserable sinner, so in need of redemption.” My ego was crushed and I went to Confession for my great pride. It was this that I was thinking of as I asked Jesus that same question those years later...)
“My son, My son! You are Mine! I have adopted you with My Blood! You are therefore sealed in My Blood with the Tau upon your forehead. My words are upon your heart. With you I share because you have opened your heart to Me. You have striven to make your heart a living temple for Me and I accept it. You now realize that you are a poor, poor, miserable sinner, so in need of redemption. That knowledge is a great grace, a great fortifying wall against the temptation of pride, satan's favourite tool. So fear not. Come to Me in your weakness. Admit your foolhardiness to Me when you err: to My Priests. Allow Me then to enter deeply within those areas to renew them with My Sanctifying Grace, in order to elevate you more and more, ever higher so that you may reach the goal of holiness I have created you to achieve. All things are possible in Me! Ask the Comforter, the Paraclete, to release more fully that which He has already bestowed upon you. It is humility which unlocks the door of grace and your desire to have that which you know that you can never achieve on your own, but need in order to glorify Me. It will be given to you because it is spurred on by your love, which you have nurtured and desired more of in order to love Me more. Come as a child, who knows the love of his parents and is not afraid to ask for that which he knows he needs for his own well being.
I return love for love, for I take great delight in giving myself to those who desire and thirst for Me. As you have already prayed, continue praying in awe, and in advance, for what I desire to do with you as My instrument, for what I am presently doing with you now, and thank Me for all that I have already done for you and with you. Rest with Me in My Sacraments and become lost in Me.
Peace!”