I transform and renew… November 17th, 2014
Oh my Jesus, please forgive my inconsistencies: grant me and apostle’s heart and fortitude, to be fearless and loving in the face of fear and lovelessness. Please grant me the strength to build my discipline: I must be disciplined in order to do what you require of me. Jesus, I trust in you! You are my Lord, and I give you all my weaknesses, my temptations and my desires. Make your desires mine; make your thoughts mine; make my life a reflection of yours so much that people do not see me, but only see you. You are the Mighty One, the Holy One: you are my Lord! I love you, my Jesus.
“Repent. Repent always! Each day take time with Me, little one. Allow Me to pluck out the weeds which infests you: you, who were created to be pure and holy so as to give abundant fruit! Sit with Me, and listen to My words of love. Allow Me, trust Me, to lovingly show you your frailties, so that I may take them from you if you allow Me to, so that I may replace them with the anointing of My love. Let them hinder you no more; release them to Me. My wounds have covered all the sins of the world, and My Mercy extends to the furthest reaches of infinity. I can heal the whole world if it would desire it: if she would only desire it! So I pour My anointings on those who do desire it, and grant them many graces to further My plans upon the world, now so dark and devastated by sin, to erase the plans of the evil one and to bring back people into the infinite reaches of My heart, which is MERCY!Within My heart of Mercy, I transform and renew—I create you anew as on the first day of your baptism: pure and holy. It is through these sacraments of My Heart: the blood and water, the Eucharist and Reconciliation that you are continually renewed and made holy. Take advantage of these, My most wondrous gifts! These balms of healing anointings are there to make the poor and wretched: rich and joy-filled, ready to give their lives for others: to anoint and heal; to forgive and love. Have pity on the wounded heart of your Savior, who weeps blood for those who reject Him still, and who yet do not know Him: the Savior, I, the I Am, who from eternity has loved and wept for all of My lost sheep! Have pity on My most broken Heart which is longing for the return of all My wayward sons and daughters. Surely you see why then there is such great joy over the return of just one sinner than those who are already close to Me. You see, it is a great reciprocity of love: My Love and Mercy heals those whom desire it, no matter how far they are from Me and in return, their ‘yes’ to Me heals My heart from so much malice against Me. Yes, you give your God great joy for every ‘yes’ that you give Me, every ‘I am sorry’ that is spoken to Me, especially when trusting in the great Sacrament of Mercy in the confessional.
Be not afraid: I am compassionate, I do not punish: you punish yourselves through the consequences of your own actions. All I can do is love, and I weep: I weep when you stray and do not look towards Me. Therefore My beloved little one, do not be afraid of what one of My beloved servants (priests) think. They are called to love as I have, and so they are there to forgive in My name, so they do, and you are truly forgiven! It is My hand which is on your head; it is My voice which is absolving you; those are My words of love and forgiveness, for that is only what I can do.
Let My anointings now pour upon you profusely as I take away your fears, your blindness, and replace them with a desire to love and console your Lord, as you will do also with all those whom I have created, especially the lost, the downtrodden, the hopeless and the least loved.
Peace, My son, My little one.”